WHY GOD? WHY?

In the past few days I have had many close friends say that it felt like life was pressing in on them.

In these situatuons,  I’ve turned to the word of God.
I’m not some wonderful bible scholar.. I totally cheat! I go to google, I type in my issue (fears, anger, whatever) add scripture to it, and it magically generates truth for me to read or share with others.

The last few times I have shared with friends in serious trouble my words seemed predelivered or better yet a friend said to me "You have no clue Heather. It is so easy to say things like that to someone but it is not easy for them to live it. Everything can't be generalized by common statements like that, you know what to say to someone who experienced the same pain you had. You had the ability to comfort them but you have no experience in this area.  We are still struggling with WHY." 


As I sit here in bed pondering the hurt of several friends,  I will agree I have no clue what the pain feels like to loose a mom in my teens, to loose a baby in my arms to an unexpected death, to come down with colon cancer with no notice, to loose my son to sin and drugs, to loose my husband in an accident. These are a few of my friends situations these days.

I can tell you it makes me feel a dark overwhelming feeling of ‘Your losing.. so just quit!’  Do you know that feeling?

Like you’re spinning your wheels, hitting road blocks or just can’t get your darn head on straight to focus?

Job in the bible lost everything. Remember a few paragraphs I said that I go back to Gods word.
This is what I discovered in the wee hours of the night. When I pondered the pain of my friends.

In the book of Job, in the Bible, Job asks the question WHY he has had to suffer the loss of his family, children, and health. God does answer, but Job cannot bear the answer.

 He is too small and God is too big! God speaks to him out of the whirlwind, (Job 40:1-5 NRSV) And the LORD said to Job: {2} "Shall a faultfinder contend with the Almighty? Anyone who argues with God must respond." {3} Then Job answered the LORD: {4} "See, I am of small account; what shall I answer you? I lay my hand on my mouth. {5} I have spoken once, and I will not answer; twice, but will proceed no further."

Again in (Job 42:2-3 NRSV) talking to God, "I know that you can do all things, and that they can thwart no purpose of yours . . . Therefore I have uttered what I did not understand, things too wonderful for me, which I did not know."

The Bible tells us that we could not understand the answer, even if we received it!

Add to that, even if we could understand it, it would not help in our grief because they [those we lost] are no more.

The answer to the question why would do nothing to take away the sorrow and pain from the loss of our children or loved ones. Our cry why, is not to increase our divine knowledge but to take away the pain of our grief.
In reality we are not asking why after all. We are just using the word to cry out, "God take away the pain of my grief." "God it hurts so much to lose this child I loved so much." "God I hurt!" "Help me in my grief."

It is at this point that God offers us the answer to our true cry.

We stand at a turning point. Jesus Christ invites us to . . . (Matthew 11:28-30 NRSV) "Come to me, all you that are weary and are carrying heavy burdens, and I will give you rest. {29} Take my yoke upon you, and learn from me; for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. {30} For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light."

God's loving hand in Jesus Christ is saying "Come to me" and I will answer your true question, how can the pain go away.

Jesus said, (Matthew 5:4 NRSV) "Blessed are those who mourn, for they will be comforted."

I have no answer to my friends grief and I have never came passed that pain in my story. However, I believe in Jesus and His power and truth. I will never understand and will never try to give my thoughts. It's to hard for me to comprehend.

I lay in my bed and the only thought I had for my friends was
JESUS  JESUS  JESUS.

It is only after we have been broken that He creates holes in us that allows His presence and blessing to fill those voids. All broken in differant ways. That I hate because some broken way more then others.

God will not give bread that has not been broken. Rejoice in the breaking because after the breaking comes blessing.

JESUS JESUS JESUS

 

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DO YOU HAVE A VISIONARY FRIEND IN YOUR LIFE?

As I was putting in my contacts this morning a thought came to mind...

I wear contacts to see things in a distance more clearly.

Honestly,without my corrected lens I would not be able to distinguish if I was looking at a cow or horse on the side of the road. I can make out cars but the individuals inside are nothing but blurry flesh and a large sign makes me squint till my eyes close.

With my contacts my vision is CRISP, FINE TUNED and full of FOCUS.

In a very similar way I need help to focus and fine tune my life and direction with God.

I tend to be a BIG DREAMER and many times my dreams are bigger then my current set of circumstance and many times everything in front opposes the dream.

Are you a BIG DREAMER?

Do you find your current set of circumstances opposing what God placed inside your heart?

When we have difficulty sorting out our dreams and desires due to a set of circumstances we need a leader an older dreamer to help us focus and make out what God has for us ahead in the distance.

JOSHUA was an amazing leader in the bible. He came up behind many younger dreamers and was able to lead them in their God victories. Joshua was a leader that was known for His ability to keep a clear vision for God and make clear what sat far off in the distance. Joshua was a VISIONARY!

Do you have a Joshua in your life?

Someone to be like a pair of contacts, once you put them on things seem crisp and more clear!


It's vital friends for us to search out someone known for their ability to keep a clear God vision for themselves and others.

I am grateful for those leaders in my life.

My dreams are moving forward into New and fresh opportunities. A true leader cares about what God is doing in your heart and helps clear your land so you can use your God given potential.

Do you believe you have the capacity for more but your vision is blurred by obstacles and challenges?

Relationships
Church Doctrine
People
Sin

These name just the start of a long list of obstacles and challenges. When a Joshua comes into your life they can help give you discernment and vision to move or change your current set of circumstances that seem to hold you back!

Today's verse I want to share with you is in JOSHUA Chapter 17.

¹⁵ “If you are so numerous,” Joshua answered, “and if the hill country of Ephraim is too small for you, go up into the forest and clear land for yourselves there in the land of the Perizzites and Rephaites.”
¹⁶ The people of Joseph replied, “The hill country is not enough for us, and all the Canaanites who live in the plain have chariots fitted with iron, both those in Beth Shan and its settlements and those in the Valley of Jezreel.”
¹⁷ But Joshua said to the tribes of Joseph—to Ephraim and Manasseh—“You are numerous and very powerful. You will have not only one allotment ¹⁸ but the forested hill country as well. Clear it, and its farthest limits will be yours; though the Canaanites have chariots fitted with iron and though they are strong, you can drive them out.”

Everything I have highlited in green is Joshua giving the younger a clearer vision and focus by helping them move forward in their set of circumstances!

I love that he encourages, spells out step by step what to do and gives hope for their future!

Do you have a Joshua in your life?

Friends, you are powerful and God has a great plan for your life. Do not settle for your current set of circumstances but rise above them and begin to CLEAR out what belongs to you in Christ Jesus!

Blessings,

CRUCIFIED WITH CHRIST

TAKE A MOMENT TO REFLECT ON MATTHEW 27:32-54. THE CRUCIFICTION OF JESUS.

Jesus experienced hard times, the road to the cross was no small matter.

We need to believe that when we also go through sufferings the result will be GOOD. Jesus endured the cross because he seen the outcome in our individual lives and was satisfied.

The pain was crushing but the outcome was Good.

GOOD FRIDAY

To endure means to outlast the the devil and stay steadfast as you carry your cross, your circumstance. Stay focused as you let the trial do whatever its going to do in your life but you must know that God will take that bad thing and turn it to GOOD.

Allow your GOOD FRIDAY to be a reminder of the pain and hurt we come passed but remember the Passion of Christ was about the resurrection! We will all experience a Resurrection in our circumstances IF we love God and really desire his will for our lives. Please trust him this good Friday and allow his GOOD PLANS to take effect in your life.

Today Repent, Name those ugly sins that keep creeping into our lives because nobody is perfect!
These ugly sins crucified Him. Name them:  Gossip, your idols and angry heart, your lies, envy and pride. See what caused His stripes, Nail them to a tree in your mind. Die to the old you. Feel His wounds. Touch His pain, be washed with His blood.


Have you took time to be crucified with Christ today?

This Morning my kids asked if we could go shopping and I said yes. I was thinking we could get some Easter skirts and last minute things. I then remembered the importance of setting aside some time today to reflect on Gods goodness in spite of our selfishness.
Quickly I switched the day around and told the kids we would shop tomorrow.

Today we all laid our Cell phones in a basket for a few hours and just rested!

However,
the kids  decided to go help an elderly man at the end of our street weed his yard and make it look nice. I was blessed by their sacrifice. The mall? or weeding another's yard?

Today we will enjoy a Lamb dinner and celebrate what Christ did for us on the cross.

The Perfect Sacrifice the Perfect Lamb


Enjoy your Good Friday!
Blessings,

Below is a great EASTER breakfast recipe to prepare the night before so you have time to keep everything flowing Easter morning!

2 medium (or 3 small) sized apples, peeled and chopped

1 1/3C steel cut oats (uncooked)

6 Tbs brown sugar

3 Tbs butter

1/2 tsp cinnamon

1 Tbs flax seed (totally optional)

1/4 tsp salt

1 tsp vanilla

1 1/2 C milk (I used 1%)

1 1/2 C water

Combine all the ingredients, cook overnight on low and enjoy!

PRAYING THROUGH A CHILDS ROOM

Spiritual housecleaning from time to time is important!
Especially in our teenagers rooms.
Today I felt the nudge to just sit on my sons bed and pray.  Satan wants our children and he will win them over in any way possible. He can choose alcohol, drugs and any other addiction or lure to attack our child. With our support and prayer we can help them stand firm!

Temptation can happen to anyone because of exposure.

In high school our teenagers will be exposed to many things. I do not write this today because my son is in danger, I write today to get AHEAD of any danger!

I was taught years ago to pray through rooms of my home on a regular basis. My spiritual mentor encouraged me to remove any posters, books, games, magazines, pictures that may not be glorifying to God. I have started that way back with my children and we always use Gods word to explain and encourage why it may be offensive if we find JUNK.

With the media and junk in today's world I have to do a random spiritual housecleaning in my kids rooms.

When you do this, you claim your home, your child and all aspects to be set apart for Gods glory!
This sounds like its easy and what everyone desires... a clean home. But I am here to tell ya that this takes work.


In my favorite book called THE POWER OF A PRAYING PARENT, you will find a section titled: Praying through a child's room. I took this book today into my sons room and read that section and asked God to teach me and allow me to pray, stand firm and get ahead of the enemy for my son.

Way to many moms are struggling today with hurts and disappointments because of strongholds that the enemy has introduced to their children.

Temptation is in front of our children daily... TV, radio, Ipods, billboards, popular music and movies. I feel we should take time and break any yoke of the enemy and cleanse from anything unholy and unseen. This is no stupid superstitious ritual, this is a powerful "Murphy's oil" type cleaning friends!

Anoint your child's room so the Holy Spirit can be invited to dwell there and CROWD OUT ANYTHING THAT WAS NOT OF GOD.

I prayed over his pillow, ipod charging dock, his radio and the room in general. May sound weird but weird is my normal!

I encourage you today parents to PRAY over your child's room even before the need arises!

Dear Jesus,
I invite Your Holy Spirit to dwell in this room, which belongs to (name of child).
 You are Lord over heaven and earth, and I proclaim that You are Lord over this room as well.
 Flood it with Your light and life. Crowd out any darkness which seeks to impose itself here, and let no spirits of fear, depression, anger, doubt, anxiety, rebelliousness, or hatred (name anything you've seen manifested in your child's behavior) find any place here.
 I pray that nothing will come into this room that is not brought by You, Lord. If there is anything here that shouldn't be, show me so it can be taken out.
Put Your complete protection over this room so that evil cannot enter here by any means. Fill this room with Your love, peace and joy. I pray that my child will say, as David did, "I will walk within my house with a perfect heart. I will set nothing wicked before my eyes" (Psalm 101:2-3).
I pray that You, Lord, will make this room a holy place, sanctified for Your glory." Amen.

If you're struggling with any issue at this time know today it's never to late to allow God to take over!

Blessings,

4 WAYS SATAN BEATS YOU UP

Yesterdays post on Are you coming to the end of your rope? 

I shared 4 points on how to tie a good size knot so one may hang-on when they feel like letting go.

In point number 4 we discussed the importance of TRUSTING God and relying on His insight and understading.

Satan certainly wants to break that trust in any possible way.

Today I will share 4 strategies the enemy uses to break that trust so you can be on top of his schemes!

Remember You can do all things through Christ friends!

 
1. In your comprehension and understanding of God

But we buy the lie that God is mad at us then we get mad at God. That’s what Satan wants. Many people are mad at God. What are you mad at Him about? The Father sent Jesus to die on the cross for you so that He could restore and forgive you. What more do you want Him to do for you? You must believe that every morning His mercies are new. You must believe that His grace is greater than all your sin. Jesus bore it all. He said, “It is finished” before He died on the

2. Deception in  SELFYour no good. You’re a looser. You will never amount to anything.” Causing self pity. How do you overcome the accusations of the accuser? Rev.12:11 says “By the blood of the Lamb and the Word of your testimony.” Phil.4:13 says “I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.” We have to renew our minds to the truth.

3. Deception is when Satan gets to us through others
Satan tries to bring shame against you because of something you did. It could have come from physical or sexual abuse as a child. Many have deep rooted shame and the Devil tells you that you’re worse than anyone else, but the fact is that outside the grace and mercy of God we are all capable of anything. There is none of us better than another. Or best righteousness is as filthy rags.

4 unyielded areas in our life.
He will tell you that you have this problem with a demon.” No, you don’t have a demon problem; you have a problem with Jesus. You haven’t surrendered an area of you life to Him and you persist in known willful sin.

Romans 6:12-13 do not let sin reign in your mortal body so that you obey its evil desires.
Do not offer any part of yourself to sin as an instrument of wickedness, but rather offer yourselves to God as those who have been brought from death to life; and offer every part of yourself to him as an instrument of righteousness.

Blessings!

　

COMING TO THE END OF YOUR ROPE?

Have you ever felt like you have come to the end of your rope?


Everything of value has been stripped away, you feel defeated, pushed over the edge and life has now become a burden.
Bitterness and loss of dignity is consuming your spirit.

Suicide is the answer for many when the times of pain run deep.

This past weekend I spoke to many prisoners that are sitting in a pit of despair with no hope of ever seeing a true future.
suicide is a huge problem for these in-mates. Using bed sheets to hang themselves. I know the picture is graphic below but I want to stress the importance of Using the same Rope to find HOPE!

After I finished speaking a very tough message several ladies approached me explaining how they have attempted suicide in the past month or they had a plan to end their lives in the coming months. I believe God helped them see their ROPES with a new pespective.

Sadly, I have experienced the reality of suicides in my own family. Yes the word suicide is plural because it has been more then one.

I have seen the reality of pain in  specific family members and then attended funerals for that specific person because they took their own lives to dismiss themselves from that very pain.

This was hard for me, I struggled afterwards with why I did NOT have the right words or boldness during their pain to save them from such a terrible ending.

My passion for  individuals coming to the end of their rope has grown deeper and my boldness to reach out has stretched me past my comfort zone.

Suicide is real and it can start with the slightest loss of hope followed by the lack of perspective in the painful situations.

WHEN YOU COME TO THE END OF YOUR ROPE, IT'S IMPORTANT TO TIE A KNOT AND HANG ON.

HOW DO YOU TIE THAT K N O T?

Listed below you will find 4 areas that will help you TIE A KNOT when coming to the end of your rope.

1. K  "I KNOW the plans I have for you declares the 
          Lord,  plans to prosper you and not hurt harm
         you, plans to give you hope and a future.
        (Jeremiah 29:11)
         
God sees past your pain and He has a plan to restore.

Think about the man named Job in the bible. He lost everything of value to him.
 His health, family, finances and livestock.
EVERYTHING was stripped from him.

His wife said, "How are you maintaining your integrity? Curse God and then die!"

In all this pain Job did not sin in what he said or did. In the depth of his impossible despair he did not commit suicide because he tied a knot and hung on to the fact that God had a plan and KNOWS everything.

2. N  "Luke 1:37 For with God Nothing is ever
            impossible and no word from God shall be
           without power or impossible of fulfillment.

NOTHING is impossible "with God" but living without HOPE in Gods future is worse then a death sentence.

Many times we prejudge our situation and misjudge Gods action on it.

Pain is part of life and that's unfortunate. However, we cannot allow it to take root and destroy our spirit. God says to BRING IT TO HIM.

Ahithophel in the bible in 2 Samuel 17:23 did not take his bitterness & hurts about family relationships to God.
When Ahithophel realized he could not control the situation himself or make it better he decided to hang himself.

3. O  OUR WEAKNESS
        2 Corinthians 12:9...
         But he said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my
         power is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore I will boast all
         the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ’s power 
         may rest on me.

Have you exchanged verbally that weakness with God?
A super natural power exchange takes place!

For example, Judas in the bible had a weakness with MONEY!
He betrayed Jesus to make some money! However, in the end Judas could not face his weakness, guilt and shame and hung himself.

Do not allow your weakness to take you down. Seek God and Godly counsel.

4. T  TRUST
          Proverbs 3:5-6
          Trust God from the bottom of your heart;
          don't try to figure out everything on your own.
          Listen for God's voice in everything you do,  
          everywhere     you go;
          he's the one who will keep you on track.
          Don't assume that you know it all.
          Run to God! Run from evil!
          Your body will glow with health,
          your very bones will vibrate with life!
          Honor God with everything you own;
          give him the first and the best.

Satan will try to break this trust in several ways. Tomorrow on the blog I will share 4 ways that Satan deceives you and breaks that trust.

Please take the 4 steps I shared today and begin to TIE A KNOT and hang on!

God has a huge plan and He will position you past the current pain.

Blessings

                         

TRUST GOD TO LEAD YOU "OUT"

If you are looking for a great Easter activity with your family I encourage you to make a GRACE GARDEN. We did this activity last year take a look!

Its a great conversation piece in the home and very pretty when lit at night!

                                                   THE BAXTER'S GRACE GARDEN
                                                                        from 2011

                                                   Daddy Drilled a hole for the tomb

Before today's devotion I am posting a quick review of each blog devotion for the Trail to the Tree: This is the Easter devotions and activity we chose for 2012!

      Each link will catch you up if your interested!

       TRAIL TO THE TREE DEVOTIONS AND HOW TO MAKE

                                                                 GOD SEES TO IT

THE GIFT OF RESCUE

CURE FOR DISCONTENTMENT

                                                          A MESSAGE IN THE MESS

Today we will pause and listen to His word in  MATTHEW 2:13-18.
Please take a moment to linger silently and see what God wants to reveal through this passage for your life.

TODAY'S DEVOTION : TRUSTING TO GO INTO EGYPT

Now when they had departed, behold, an angel of the Lord appeared to Joseph in a dream and said, "Rise, take the child and his mother, and flee to Egypt, and remain there till I tell you; for Herod is about to search for the child, to destroy him." And he rose and took the child and his mother by night, and departed to Egypt, and remained there until the death of Herod. This was to fulfil what the Lord had spoken by the prophet, "Out of Egypt have I called my son."

After the wise men left, Joseph received a warning from God to flee to Egypt. Notice that Joseph immediately obeyed God. He did not question God or try to figure out what was going to happen.

 He did not try to come up with his own reasons for staying which could have been many. We know that the wise men visited Joseph and Mary in their own house. This could have been as long as two years after Christ’s birth. It is possible that Joseph had established himself as an important tradesman in the city of Bethlehem. Perhaps he had built up a number of customers. It seems he was doing well enough to have his own house. Then suddenly, God tells him to leave.

There was no hesitation on Joseph’s part. God had chosen the right person. Joseph had learned to trust God and was willing to sacrifice everything for what God told him to do.
 No doubt Joseph and Mary would be able to use the gifts from the wise men to help finance their trip and pay for their necessities in Egypt. Imagine how Joseph must have felt seeing all these miracles unfold before his very eyes.

KEY POINT: God sent along the provisions for the journey before the journey was to begin. And Joseph was willing to obey no matter what the personal cost to him.

Have you at some point in your life given your future and all of its dreams to God to handle as He pleases?

Do you need to reconfirm that decision?

 Are there areas in your life that you have not yielded to God for fear of the consequences?

Will you surrender them to Him and ask Him to help you trust Him?

 

 Have you learned to consult the Lord on every decision?

 Are you helping others build a stronger trust in you by developing a stronger commitment to the will of God?

  How can you increase that commitment to do God’s will?

God wants us to live our life in firm faith like Joseph displayed in today's reading. God wants to take the place in your life that looks like death and bring you to a place of of LIFE!

TODAY, HAVE FAITH THAT  THE  PLACES THAT SEEM TO BE DYING...GOD  PLANS TO BRING FORTH LIFE.

Have faith today my friend that God will meet you on your road and lead you to a place in which you will see signs of life.

Blessings,

WHATS DONE IN SECRET WILL BE REVEALED

APRIL 13th READING click here! (ANOTHER GREAT VLOG FROM LAST YEAR THIS TIME)
Thanks for your patience as NEW and FRESH site is in the makings!

Enjoy todays upclose and personal Daily 10minute Devo!

I will share a scripture in LUKE 12 that will radically help you uncover secrets and allow truth to be revealed in all relationships and within your personal life.

Take a journey with me as I speak to you from my daughters room and share a verse that is often prayed as I sit on her bed.

Have a great day and remember "What is done in SECRET will be revealed"

LIFT THE LID IN YOUR LIFE! VLOG

MARCH 23 READING!

HELLO FRIENDS, I DECIDED TO POST A VLOG FROM LAST YEAR, I HAVE RECEIVED MANY EMAILS ASKING FOR ME TO VLOG MORE!

A NEW WEBSITE IS IN THE MAKING AND I PLAN TO HAVE A WHOLE SECTION WITH WEEKLY VLOGS AND SOME OF MY SPEAKING EVENTS INCLUDED UNDER THAT PAGE SO BE WATCHING OUT FOR THIS IN THE WEEKS TO COME!

NEW SITE WILL BE UP SOON, THANKS TO KARI FOR ALL HER HARD WORK AND TIME!

TITLE OF VLOG: A LID LIFTER(no not toilet lid lifter) lol!

Joshua had many great victory's in life, lets take a moment to study the character traits that earned Him Victory in many areas of his life.


May we learn from Joshua and be committed to doing whatever it takes to gain VICTORY!


Have a great day friends and let me know your thoughts on the VIDEO BLOG!

BROKENNESS

Happy Wednesday friends,

In between my weekly Lenten devotions I have been posting the most popular blogs from last year.

This May I will be speaking a message titled "My Alabaster Box" at a women's event, I will post this speaking message soon after for you to hear but take a sneak peak today at a great message hidden in this piece of scripture.

Allow God to touch the broken areas of your life friends.
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March 14, 2011 Blog Post
My Alabaster Box

After reading Mark chapter 14, I was reminded of the meaning of the Alabaster box. In this chapter a woman named Mary came in to see Jesus at the house of Simon. She walked in and went to the table with an alabaster flask in her hand. It was full of costly ointment and she began to pour it on His head. Mary found her way to this table with boldness.The oil she used was worth more than a years wages and was very precious. Mary came to him with all that she had. She was very sensitive to the timing, it was right before the burial of Jesus.


The Alabaster flask had to be BROKEN for the release of the oil.


How does this compare to us today?


ALABASTER in Greek means a VESSEL. A vessel is something that carries something.
We are all a vessel carrying something inside.

Do you happen to Carry your brokenness around?
Failures, hurts and mistakes?

A THOUGHT TODAY AND PROMISE:
If you have Christ living in you then you have a treasure in an earthen vessel that has the excellence of power and it is of God and not us.
This in confirmed in 2 Corinthians 4:7.

The power of Christ works in us and many times we need to just pour out what is broken and locked up inside of us and exchange it for the excellence of His power.

In order to make the exchange we must be broken:

Psalm 51:17 states "The sacrifices of God are a BROKEN SPIRIT a BROKEN and contrite heart.
This is very precious in the eyes of God.

We carry so much around in our alabaster box.
Alabaster is made from limestone, a very soft stone. The stone is very flexible and translucent. Limestone is also a very costly and precious, Isaiah 13:12 states "I will make a man more PRECIOUS than fine gold."

We're all so very precious and believe me God cares so much about what is inside of our vessel. Do not lock up your brokenness because he can see right through us. 

Jesus was a broken vessel for our transgressions and He poured out his perfect love on the cross and into our hearts and minds to accomplish His goal and our victory.His brokenness was very costly and precious.

Is Christ in you? The HOPE and GLORY?

He was the precious ointment that was poured out for us and it should be sealed inside our alabaster box.

Let His grace flow down and cover you my friend. Please allow your vessel to be broken.
Pour out your hurts and allow His precious ointment (HOPE AND GLORY) to cover you today!

Make your way to Him today, I encourage you to write down your brokenness and hand it over to God, stop carrying around that heavy load. God has a plan a future and a hope for you. Make the exchange today.

Blessings,